I am a girl and I love my blog. My blog has gone through years with me, all the happiness and sadness. I am trying to change the style of my blog to share happier moments. I will be sharing food, travel and different places.

i guess many people want to know how i felt after the results are out.
yup.
i just flunk everything.
i must say it out and face it.
i failed my gp, chem, maths, econs and phy.
actually i should have expected it...

a lot of people talked to me...
i talked to a lot of people...
some people just speak their mind....
which is totally mean.
what can i do?
just bear with it.
these is what i deserve...

hopefully i have finally wake up with this setback...

the first thing i heard which i couldn't forget is what edmund had said.
"dou yi jing zhe yang le, xian zai emo you shen me yong?"
actually i'm happy that i cry...
i finally started to care about my life..
finally notice what is really important..
why did i cry? (which is your emo)
because i am sad...
i am not sad that i fail, i am very sad that i wasted one year of my life away.
one whole year... did anyone realise how long is that?
shouldn't i be sad that i wasted my life away?
now, i can't promote.
i am block from proceeding on with my life.
i must make another choice for my life.
shouldn't i be panic? be afraid? be sad? and cry?
at least i realise that study is really important.

ling ling what you had said will never be be forgotten.
"no matter what did you choose, do not waste another year"
i know.
life is too precios for me to continuously waste...
i won't waste it again...
i have made up my mind, at least i know where i wanna be in. =)

then what jay had said.
"teenager had a very weird thinking that 'i don't study but i am not going to fail, other people are going to fail.' "
this is me.
haha.
i mustn't think like that again.

what jie jie and mr lau said had let me made up my mind.
i am going to continue to stay in AJ (retain or retest)
reasons... only i have to know and remember them vivid.
because i want to go university with a safest route!

thanks to those who encourage. =)
17/08 girls.. i know you care =)
special thanks to yu zhi, sheryl and xinpei and tang jie...

those nan ting de hua i must learn to treat it as gu li.
no matter what there is still ling ling. =)
we will work hard together!!!
we mustn't waste time again!
jia you!

no matter retain or what i should start studying.
i am not afraid of retaining now.
it's just something to make you more prepared.

if there is retest i will definitely go for it and take h1 econs.
i will try my best with lingling.

if there isn't i will retain.
i will choose between art and science.
this i still have time to consider.
if my retest is still terrible i must bear to go to poly.

for now.
just work hard with ling ling!
we will support each other!!!
see you tomorrow=)