I am a girl and I love my blog. My blog has gone through years with me, all the happiness and sadness. I am trying to change the style of my blog to share happier moments. I will be sharing food, travel and different places.

be brave girl!
believe in yourself.

i am very angry lately
unhappy with everything lately...

why???
why? why? why?

i really don't wanna care anymore!
i am going to write down all the names!!!

super angry number one.
i cannot believe it.
seriouly i know that xue wen treat me very cooly because it's damn obvious!!!
i just thought that he don't he don't really remember me.

FROM NOW ON I WILL TYPE OUT ALL THE REASONS FOR MY INTERPRETATIONS IF NOT PEOPLE WILL THINK THAT I AM TRYING TO ACT OR I AM DON'T HAVE BRAIN OR WORST STILL I FALL IN LOVE WITH THAT PERSON. PLEASE NOTICE THAT I DIDN'T PUT AGAIN BECAUSE I DIDN'T FALL IN LOVE WITH ANY DAMN PERSON AT THIS SCHOOL WITH DAMN LOT OF CHILDISH IDIOT MALES WHO THINK THAT THEY ARE DAMN PERFECT WITH IS 100% NOT THE CASE!!!

i can't believe it!
he is angry with me because HE (AND HIS GROUP OF FRIENDS) THINKS that i'm chasing after a volley ball guy, which is obviously jing yi.
hello since you are so smart and perfect please show me the evidence?
show me love letters, love emails, love sms.
SHOW ME THOSE THINGS THAT I HAVE NEVER DID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

they are those people who started to play with this!
why is it me who is suffering from the bad name!
just because i choose to keep quiet and don't bad mouth people?
i don't like to spread rumors because i am not certain whether it's true.
since everyone is spreading so much, why don't i join in too.

according to my sources.
victor thinks that i liked him so jing yi claim that he liked me so that the situation would be very chaotic and (obviusly) fun.
but in the end it just turn UGLY....
i didn't even spread a single word ( i know this since before june holidays) , you peopel are spreading till now that i woo jing yi.
good.
it's just tit for tat.
now we don't owe each other.

super angry number 2
i really must work hard
face the actual fact that my results is damn bad and i'm like didn't gain any knowledge throughout this year.
i must work hard!
i cannot retain!
i don't want to do this jc thing again!
i don't want to stay in this school for another year!
i don't want to face those SO MANY people i dislike again.
(if you are think that there are many people who don't like me too, then you must be one of them.
this is extremely stupid because since you don't like me then you should just leave.)

if i cannot make it.
i will go for the retest.
i must make it.
MUST!
don't don't let me stay in this dreadful place again...
please...

one more month.
one more month
juist one more month.
i don't have to act blur that i didn't see your bloody expression.
those bloody expression that signal that i am brainless.
i don't have to be a plastic and act like i don't hate you.
i can write your name here and curse you as i like, just like those people above.

one month.
it's not long and i can definitely make it.

(i didn't write out the name is not fully because i'm a coward. this also shows that i have BRAIN. which half of the populations in some place think that i don't have. if i make everything so clear then who do i survive? i'm not eq0 alright? i still have some, unlike someone.)

at leasti don't think i am miss perfect.
i have never think that.
some people just feel that they are so perfect that other people are dirt...

super angry number 3
hello!
if you are a man then you shouldn't go back on your words.
now, i am really not stupid.
if you wanna make things terrible for me
i will return it 10 times bad
see who can get the oscar award.
whose acting skill is better
i will not just let you ruin my life so easily
let see who can twist out a more pitiful face.

yeah~ i feel so much better=)
go go go
just keep going and don't bother! =)