I am a girl and I love my blog. My blog has gone through years with me, all the happiness and sadness. I am trying to change the style of my blog to share happier moments. I will be sharing food, travel and different places.

xinpei recommend me to describe my new school life.

i was very shocked when i discover that i am the only one going to JJC.
only one among my friends.
because i am not like friendless... i can't be the only one...
xinpei- PJ
sheryl- poly
xue ying- poly
wan ting- PJ
joey- PJ
joshua- PJ
rachel heng- AJ
yang zhi- PJ
ng mun- waiting for results
tang jie- PJ

in the end i am really the only one....

i felt very uneasy during the oreintation camp.
it is so different from my lifestyle during work...
at work i am treated like a xiao mei.
everyone will take care of me.
at JC everyone is the same, we are only one year of age in difference.
nobody treat you as a little girl, we treat each other in the same way as a young adult.
all at the same level.

first day very uncomfortable....
second day i started to miss my dear...
third day i started to miss all my friends...

it seems like all the things i own do not exist in JJ
that's why i was very sad....
because i have to start from scratch again....

now, i have to make a major decision.
find back the things i own or start to own new things...

my heart is kind of rusty, the door couldn't open properly.
why?
i don't know...
but i do know this means that it is hard for me to accept new things.

i went to join the OGL.
maybe to make myself feel more wanted...
i think it just make things worse.

i hope i can find the answer and make up my mind soon.