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I am a girl and I love my blog.
My blog has gone through years with me, all the happiness and sadness.
I am trying to change the style of my blog to share happier moments.
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The big "L" word
15:23 Wednesday, 29 February 2012 0 Comments:
Post a Comment What's love? Modern people commit so easily to this word and give up on this word too easily. This word is used too often and it has lost it's true meaning... Nobody knows what it is.... because it has been distorted... Maybe deep down I hated this word.......... Yes, I'm emotional right now... I very huge urge to blog... I hope I will feel better.. much better.. 29th Feb, leap day, a romantic date for me, unique, once very four year. What's romantic? haha... Life is torture... We try to come up with feelings like love and romantic to make out lives better. I want to change my facebook status to "in a relationship" with JX today. But before I could do that I realise that Mr. Eric Ong did that. He's in a relationship. I know I shouldn't care because our lives are separated now..... but how do I do that? Is our past relationship nothing? that we both just jump into the next one without caring... I just can't ignore everything... can't.. really can't... Maybe you will think that I still Eric but I don't, Maybe you will think that I am very greedy that I hope everyone will stay around me... I'm not sure is that's true... Am I such a flawed person? I just cannot accept how fast things change.... Maybe I should just wake up... That's the speed.... Accept it, if not what else could you do? Nothing. Why do people enter a relationship? Why? I feel so confused right now? gosh, shuang shuang... breathe.... emotional support? =) an opportunity to contribute to a person's life? to colour your life? don't be so pessimistic girl.. what is over is over. look forward. cherish what you have now. cos it may be gone one day..................... only child
12:19 Sunday, 26 February 2012 0 Comments:
Post a Comment My sister is always at hall and my brother is always at camp (NS), I am always alone at home. I really enjoyed it... I can wake up at whatever time I like, do anything I like in the room... No one will bother me and I don't have to be considerate or try to act nice..  In my own castle room! Doing everything I like!! I'm gonna have my one week break, the recess week! This weekend my bro and sis are both back and they are really unbearable... The weather is hot I understand but the air-con will really make me very sick...... sigh... and now my parents want me to sleep in the living room... what is this... I'm so upset and my nose keep running... gosh... =( I want my own room... I sound like a kid... I try to recall how I bear through every weekend and I remember that every Saturday I will be at CCA and then go to JX's house so I won't face my sis at all... I always don't study at weekends.... unbelievable... I am really very sick... I am really unhappy... I was complaining to Xinpei about it and she told me that.. Your sis will soon graduate and your bro will ORD... OMG!!! yes!!! so this is the only sem I will enjoy serene... =( dearest
20:14 Wednesday, 22 February 2012 1 Comments:
Post a CommentNot long ago, I went to Jun Xiong's house and I fell asleep... I woke up to find this beside me!   How sweet =) I went to pick up my phone and saw this...  =D He is so nice... I went over to his table and saw this on his laptop's screen!   He was very afraid that I won't see his message. Thank you dear <3 an urge to revive this blog
20:49 Sunday, 19 February 2012 0 Comments:
Post a Comment Hello blog! I want to make you live again! not just live but live better!! I still love you a lot my blog... thanks for being with for these years... you bear a lot of my unhappiness.. I shall give you more happiness from now on... uni life is tough and difficult but I have no choice but to struggle on... because I want a degree =) although I have bad results!! but I will still try hard!! because life goes on if you are lazy or hard working... so might as well try harder!! I have many lovely friends... which I feel really blessed to have them. Jun Xiong, my boyfriend, enter my life... He's really nice. Really. But me being me... still think a lot in life... I always look back in my life and think what if... what if I didn't broke up with Eric... what if I did this or that.... =( I know this is not good but I can't help it. But I truly like Jun Xiong and I love to be around him.. give me some time.... I will like myself... hello long lost blog...
22:14 Tuesday, 14 February 2012 0 Comments:
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I must study hard!!! if I score badly then I stop studying then I will score badly again and I will feel upset again and I will score badly again... VICIOUS CYCLE!!!!! SO I SHALL STUDY HARD NOW AND BREAK THIS FREAKING CRAZY CYCLE!! "I believe that bad things happen in life to teach us how to look at good things in a whole new light."
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