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clear your mind dear=)
02:40 Tuesday, 30 August 2011 0 Comments:
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i feel sad...
i really dunno what i want and i think it's affecting my studies badly... not only that i dont know what i want to study... like nursing or environmental engineering... i thought i really made up my mind and i thought that i wont be like joey so flickerminded.... i also dunno what i want for relationship... i thought i made up my mind.... i wanna be single.. i never thought of wanting to be with john initially... until many people keep saying that we like each other... which is not true! we don't! at least he don't! he is a friend! chen shuang wake up! then there is bryan... we are not suitable so just leave him alone! no matter how sad you feel about yourself or how badly you wanna someone to care about you... he's a friend too! everyone is friend! nursing sounds fun but you have your environmental engineering. you can do it! you took it.. you know you wanna help the earth then do it.. dont give up half way... you are not a quitter.. you had made up your mind... so stick to it. chen shuang! life is full of choices... many people regret on their choices... so you have to made them wisely... you choose to do environmental cos it will give you more career opportunity... then just stick to it oh man! everyone just keep distracting me when im just concentrating to clear my mind and get focus in my damn life... fucking cb.. can't everyone just keep quiet for awhile... then always say i pms... fuck la.. if i dont show my attitude will you leave me alone? and just let me do the stuff i want? fuck. always wasting time doing things that are useless... how much do you know about me? do you know how much things i keep to myself... do you know how distorted i become as i keep growing up... whenever im unhappy i try to bear with it... it's you who keep testing the limits... can't you just leave me alone when you see that i want to do my own stuff? i really wanna have my own room... i wanna have some privacy which i never had.... i wanna relax and breathe... i don't wanna keep controling my emotions all the times.... to care about how people thinks.... but that's what human should do... who ask you to be borned a human... just bear with it... it's life... sucked it up... i kinda feel better i need to relax... i wanted environmental engineering... i know im interested in the environmental... i wanna do something meaningful... i know i can stay through it for four years... i know im fine with it and i know i still want it.. clear? yes! relationship wise... just let everything relax... don't force anything... be independent! you are fine=) stop creating trouble for yourself... don't don't don't... do anything anymore.. stop them... stop all the boys business! just focus on your studies! clear? YES!!! just work hard! please.... dont let yourself lose to otheres in studies.... work bloody harder! jia you! my new lappie!! whee~~
03:16 Friday, 26 August 2011 0 Comments:
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my life is a mess=(
I must concentrate more on my studies!! i shall not skip any tutorial or lecture again!!! shuang shuang! you must score well!! changed =)
06:14 Sunday, 14 August 2011 0 Comments:
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My blogskin is changed!! I like it a lot, I think the skin will stay for a long time... I didn't sleep... I think uni screwed up my sleeping time... It's okay! I will try to make it right again... I'm going to go for a run!!! exercise!! I will be healthy!! I will score well in uni too! jia you shuang shuang! "I believe that bad things happen in life to teach us how to look at good things in a whole new light."
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