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BRUSTING
06:51 Wednesday, 28 May 2008 0 Comments:
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What should I say? a** hole. What the hell... Why? Over this month, what had just happened? Are you an a**? No, it's just me who is the idiot. I always like to act cute and say "I am afraid that i may be toying with your feelings...". The other party will always replied "No, you are not.". You know why? Becasue the person whose feelings got bloody toyed is in fact me! great! So damn idiotic. I tried so hard to not toyed with others feelings... In the end, bravo! I am the victim... I really really don't know what to say... i really really feel that no word suit you better than a** hole. I have bloody asked and said so many times!!!! After one month, then you said "ya. i think you are right." one month. 30days. 4 weeks. 720 hours. 43 200 minutes. 2 592 ooo seconds. eat sh*t la. when you are happy then you go toy with others feelings and affect others all of the sudden, you wake up and wanted to be a nice guy. "ya. i think you are right. let's be friend." this time i am really saying the truth. if you are near me, i will punch you in the face with all my mights and strength. it serve as a punishment... i finally know why girls like to slap guys... if not they just happily. 'i think i like you/let's just stead/you are great...' when you tell them it's not true they will go 'how would you know? we haven't even try' girls please be persistence. stay firm at your stand because you are 100% right. then after very long. they will finially come to sense and say 'ya i think you are right. let's just be friends!' who suffer the most, those idiotic girls, which is me... what do the guys get? they should at least get one tight big slap. hey to say in a nicer way... you are unsure of your feelings all this while... but i am not nice. you have been bloody lying all this while la. now you expect us to be friends... be sh*t la, be friend! Not only like and love is different. like don't equal to love and love most definitely don't equal to lust. if you where filled with lust you can just do it with a prostitute. please don't tell me that you can love a prostitute. then go marry a prostitute! quick. they are limited alright. only a few streets have them. when you are filled with lust please don't come and find me. do i look like a prostitute to you? if i am, i am a educated one. $50000 dollar a night. exclusive of 7% of GST and 10% of service charge. But sorry i am not. i am dead serious now. i am not a prostitute, please don't come and find me for your sexual needs. unload
12:13 Tuesday, 27 May 2008 0 Comments:
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a lot a lot a lot of things have to be done... and more and more is coming up. i finally pack my closet... so it looks like it belongs to a girl now and i don't have to dig for my clothes again... i think i have slack enough... friday went to causeway point then eat swensens... sat sit there for the whole day... then go plaza until very very late... sun went out to havoc with my dear friends... then meet cheryl and... then read crime library... then got frighten... mon... i really just sit there... lol... at least i put some of my ws together and table looks like it can be used for study.... i find out that i cannot pack my file when i didn't do all my ws... omg... i know i did something but it's like less than one tenth of the others... jia you girl! be more hardworking... alright track really make me fitter. i am not falling sick so easily.. but it really is tough... and i don't have passion for it... thanks track for my muscles... but it really do takes up a lot of time... although i always says it's only like 6 hours a week on weekdays... what about the waiting time??? wed need to wait 2hrs.. on weekends and holidays... need to add two hours of transport time. haiz... did i really make a wise choice??? erm... i join track because i like to try new stuff... like how i join dance =) it's only two years=) i really feel like quitting it after all the seniors graduate... ok... i must set some goals for track if not i won't be able to like it. i must enter some compeition and join the cross country next year! wow it sounds so appealing!!! jia you! (when am u quitting?) LOL. jia you girl you must do it. next is my to do list
i must be really proud of myself because i have successfully eliminated two of my biggest distrations.. good job! must continue to concentrate one your studies! jia you jia you jia you!!!! please visit xue ying's blog to see my muscular arm and ugly photos. xue ying's birthday
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two days lagged post. we celebrated xue ying's birthday on sunday. it's really nice... because i didn't see xinpei and wan ting for ages. lol. they are as cute and as funny as ever. alright. wan ting says my blog is very word-y. but without words how am i going to share my feelings or unload =( and xue ying! in order to keep her blog not word-y she ask me to write a lot of stupid stuff... they are late. alright i am late too. but i am half an hour late and they are one an hour late... i waited for them for half an hour. congrats every one got a share of my scoldings =) we went to a lot of place to searh for somewhere to eat. stop the beating of bushes. we ended up in fish n co! i have heard a lot of bad comment about it. but i really feel that it taste quite nice... it not really small and it's very filling. it's very very funny at there... when all of us except wan ting has been a waitress. we keep complaining about the service there... actually we did that too. then funniest thing happen there too. xue ying ask me to type like this but don't really like it in swensens we say "topped up the water" in fish n co they say "refilled the water" wan ting says "put back the water" so nice they sing birthday song for XY!!! miko and miss wang... be more enthu and active please! then we have ice-cream. yummy. i have wild berry and yu zu sorbet. here is the photos=)    tagged!
15:24 Saturday, 24 May 2008 0 Comments:
Post a CommentYu Zhi tagged me =) 1) do you wish to do this test?
19) Are you born to love? 20)What matters to you most? looks or inner beauty? of course is inner beauty! Instructions: a day
20:15 Friday, 23 May 2008 0 Comments:
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holidays! catch up time! jia you! finish up your 5!!!!!  have a meal with kendrick's PJ OG. crazy right? lol. i miss swensens... i ordered mac n chz again... still nice =) jia you! study hard! unloading
20:36 Thursday, 22 May 2008 0 Comments:
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Yesterday marked the end of term 2 lessons. An end to the disatrous term 2... I went to AMK hub with yu yuan, zi xin and xin yi. We bought durian pancakes!!! It's a shame that xin yi couldn't eat because she have her doenut. Next time we will have prata and durain pancake together! The durian pancake is delicious. the pancake is hot and the durian is cold. yummy! i think one is just nice, two make my mouth and throat a little too dry. i will only buy one from now onwards. Then Yu Yuan went home with her durian muchi. It sounds delicious. We went to have prata next. Our first experience. You have to pay then get a number then find a sit to wait for your number to be shown (like polyclinc). The prata is nice. Crisy and the curry taste good. I went home with xin yi by MRT. whao, i didn't know that we are so supportive for MAN U in the west. I still don't really understand soccer so i shall not comment. =) Alighted at CCK... Hence decided to went back to Kranji to see if my testimonial is ready. My leg have not recover so u have to take 302 to school. I think i am really not concetrating... I really didn't see the super long queue is for 302! or is the man not standing properly? shall not push the blame to others, it me who is not concentrating. Finally reach school, why is there so many rules??? I told the security guard that i am here for my result slip. Then he said alright, i must leave immediately after i have collected my result slip. Then i replied alright. Afterthat i found out the testimonials have not yet arrived. So i went back to the security guard and said that I want to visit my teachers. He told me that i have to call a teacher to sign for me then i could enter the school. So i called Mr Lim, a female teacher picked it up and scold me for no purpose. ( I wonder who is she? Are you uneduacted? Why are you so rude? ) Then i called Ms lim nobody pick it up... I called Ms Wong next, knowing that she is in maternity leave, as i have no reslution. Ms Wong you are as cute as ever, thank you! Even though i am scared i still dialled Mdm Yong's number. Nobody picked up, I heard that it's becasue the mediacorp people is coming to Kranji. Then I called Mrs Ram ( I am so shocked that I have Mrs Ram's number) as Ms Wong said that it's better to call the HOD. It's damn funny, people you should try calling her. LOL! Then half an hour past... I am now calling pratically everyone i know to help me get in. The security guards keep asking me to leave and come the other day. But i won't, wow, look at my perseverance. Then i call Kai Zhun ( so it's Zhun not Jun, no wonder i can't find you) I ran despite of my painful leg, to ask him to help me to find a teacher to let me in. Thanks, you really have been a great help. I know you could ignore me and walk away. You spend 15mins to help me find a teacher when all the teachers are in the meeting. THANK YOU! really thanks... I finally get in! It's Mr Lau who let me in! thanks. I talk to Mr Koh. lol. Mr Zaina (I think i spelled it wrongly) forgot me... A lot of teachers give me weird looks.... please don't do that to other graduated students, it really makes people feel uneasy. Then i sat down and read my FiRST magazine while waiting for Mr Lim to come out. Then Mr lim come out half way during the meeting to talk to me. THANKS! so funny. I miss 4e! Everyone. Told Mr Lim about my Us... haha it is still pural... He told me that there is no last minute work in JC... I really must work hard now... thanks dumbledore... push away everything and work hard... like before... forget about the cactus in the past... the angel...the capricorn... forget about the distracting tautrus! it just won't go away... don't worry i will use a liquid paper and remove it permanantly! forget about the new virgo... he is still not there so make sure he don't go up.. then there is the number 10... who will float up to my mind at times... the taurus... i will ensure that you won't stay there... haha... they all don't suit me. only studying suit me! i will forget! for the good of myself! WORK HARD WORK HARH WORK HARD!!!
  screams of my heart, be good!
04:15 Tuesday, 20 May 2008 0 Comments:
Post a Comment Just a random pocture i took...hey girl, are you pretty? i really doubt so... i didn't do much in this long break... actually i didn't anything... how could you? guys=excitment? nah. guys=distraction! dangerous!!! really wish to scream at you : get out of my life!!! HOW COULD YOU?! HOW COULD YOU NOT STUDY?! DO YOU REALLY WISH TO RETAIN?! DO YOU REALLY HOPE THAT YOU CAN'T SURVIVE IN JC?! NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! distration=fun haha....it's a joke... distration=regret at least at this moment, after the temporary fun, nothing is left... only hardwork is lasting! because it give you real result. good results in fact... good grades that will bring to up. whao the thought is so nice... then workhard! i will and must workhard! don't come near me, don't distract me, i beg. yes. i am afraid of you, males. haha! i will never accept you, males! (for now. LOL!)[i am serious! don't affect my jc's life] i give you my words! love, lust, like to me at such a young age are like a rainbow. come and go. and is beautiful, only at that moment. give you a tingle of sadness after it dissappeared. unrealistic. I WILL WORKHARD! i don't want to burst!
17:05 Tuesday, 13 May 2008 0 Comments:
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MUG? I FORGET HOW TO MUG??? from a mugger, i become who don't know how to mug... is that something to be proud of... i find this totally depressing... my result is shit now... worse than shit... what should i do? suddenly remember eric's word... eric thng... you shouldn't ask why you should study. but how should you study... i really wish to ask... how should i study. wake up chen shuang! you are no longer a secondary school girl. you can't afford to be depentant! how to mug?! even idiot know how to mug. just do and do and do. read and read and read. work and work and work. revise and revise and revise. doing all this all the time! jia you! you can't afford to fall now! being so stupid... you must MUG!!!!!!!!!! MUG MUG MUG to speak the truth
21:20 Sunday, 11 May 2008 0 Comments:
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people who know me will know that i am bad-tempered. i kind of become better after i went to work... but i am still me... the bad temper is still in me... i hate it when people who use the word 'flirt' on me. because it happened once. i feel that i have change enough for that word to leave me already. flirt means to behave amorously without serious intent from http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/flirt it's such a bad word... i don't believe i did that... after i break up recently, i really don't like to get engage with relationship stuff. i don't respond to those "i like who" stuff is not because i agree to them. i just really don't care... initally i thought you all were joking that's why i didn't say much. now that it spread to my cca. wa lao. do you think it is still funny? when i didn't really do anything. i was being call a flirt. to me flirt is only used for slut. stop it alright. before things get worse. i won't make things very ugly. because jc is afterall a learning community... i really didn't do anything. i didn't even talk much to the guys in class. the people whom i talk most to is cheryl and yu zhi. i even remember that time may say i got a lot of suitors i don't even care if it's true. i just say i am a lesbian. at track, i spend most of the time trying to catch my breathe. cannot even breathe properly how to flirt? argh. i really hate this kind of stupid rumors. please don't continue. thanks. T.K.
19:53 Saturday, 10 May 2008 0 Comments:
Post a Comment       so much happen yesterday... =) thanks xue ying for buying sports shoes with me. i met up with T.K. at Takashimaya after that. T.K. is going back to India... and may not come back again... He is a dear friend i made while i was working at Swensens PHO. Thank you for always helping me. You, Wan and Dennis are the only people who will help me carry long tray. =) Actually, intially i was quite nervous to meet T.K. Because we didn't really see each other after i stop working. T.K. thanks for being so friendly. I thought we would just meet and part. Thanks for talking so much to me, thanks for sharing your problems with me to let me learn more. the or-mango at coffee club was great! it's the first time someone order something for me! thank you! I am so happy that it's me who share your happiest day at singapore. we must thanks mdm suhanna, li ping, kai hui and shu wen for the frosted chocolate malt and nutty mighty. the order at the fountain is so long and there is so many customer yet they still treat us to the ice-cream. thank you! ( i am going to stop here because i am in a very bad mood now. shall continue when i feel better.) (oh ya. those who think that t.k. and i are couple. please just throw you brain away. it's useless, as useless as it's owner. be mature alright?) enlightment
23:56 Thursday, 8 May 2008 0 Comments:
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suddenly everything become so obvious... your words are beauty, how can you have fail your english... i feel that distance make people unsecure... unsecure make people uncertain... uncertainties make people overreact to little things... unimportant things... or even things which are non-exisitence... but with faith everything will recover... don't give up when you haven't even try... because faith is such a strong power that it can create wonders... miracle can happen with faith too... jia you! my lovely dear sheryl (with faith i don't want to create suspense and uncertainties) post post post!
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Post a Comment   I think i look better with glasses! i like to blog! but i don't have much time... maybe i should fix a time for me to blog... once a week? heart pain... so long... i was rather sad this week... the OCIP.... so many people get in... xing fang chrystal yu yuan jing hui kai ling and jing yi if i can go it would be so fun... nvm... it's fate that want to help me and is requesting me to spend more time on my terrible study... must go back to study now... i didn't drink redbull to blog! work hard work hard work hard!!! being stupid it's your destiny to work hard! if you continue to be lazy and rot, your future will be destroyed too. WORK HARD!!!!! econs!!!!!!!!!! uncertainties
04:00 Wednesday, 7 May 2008 0 Comments:
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is it me? i hope not... that is how i really felt... maybe you are really very a that moment i shouldn't have jump to conclusion... maybe it's not me afterall... am i that important? should i take the first step and say out the truth??? unloading
19:42 Tuesday, 6 May 2008 0 Comments:
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Just finsihing posting the photos... Went to see the doctor just now... My left eye is quite alright now. Yesterday my contact lens disappear during Mass Civics at hall. Initially I thought it is still inside of my eye so i went to dig my eye. (ouch!) After trying very hard to dig it, i finally give up and think that my len dropped out of my eye. When chemistry endes, I threw away my right eye's len. I went to track I think my legs are not strong enough. Must lift up my knee higher then i could cross the barrier. It's fixed i am a long distance runner. Cannot be late... i don't want to run 4.8km My eye is very painful through so i slept at 10. In the morning, my eye is very painful and swollen. I decided to skip school and went back to bad. The most scary thing happen! I rubbed my eye. One lump of sticky tranparent stuff dropped out of my right eye. It is a crumpled contact lens! I thought I am going blind. lol. let's hear some retard thing. when the doc ask me what happen, i describe the whole event for him. Then he goes: oh. so it is taken out already. (and cancel one sentence in his note) He asks: How is the lens when it's dropped out? I answer very quickly: it is crumpled! Then he continue to say: so the whole len come out? i am idiotic... luckily he is wearing mask if not i will be able to see his expression... so embarrassing... I know i am bad... but i know that this decision is right too... sorry den. Actually you didn't really want to pick it up right... it's alright... after looking at just one prom photos i have lots of feelings and all my anger perish... hopefully i can see you during june holidays... i looked very happy as i dance? lol. thanks. this give me courage (which is lost after AJ dance audition) to dance again. =) thanks cheryl xiu han you liang and qiu rong. =) i failed almost all my test. being the most not smart. now i cannot afford to be lazy too! i must try my best to stay afloat! jia you!!!! work hard if not you will definitely sink!!!!!!!!!! my lovely cheerleaders!
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Post a Comment  not ready still not ready cougar wc is not ready yet! cougar cheer! why am i not opening my eyes again? my eyes is very weird unprepared still unprepared 17/07 & 17/08  17!  erm...  a bit "wai" 17/08 sorry there is some problem with my eyes the four 'useful' girls =D  liberty teddy bear  photos from sherry and rachel =) Reflection
02:06 Thursday, 1 May 2008 0 Comments:
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Sheryl, I know that you will visit my blog... but you don't really enjoy it right? Everytime when i read your blog, I will feel very uneasy. It feel like I am reading a unfamiliar girl's blog. She is having a very different life from me. Maybe because you really have change a lot. But i will continue to read on. Despite the fact that i really wish to press the cross button. Do you have that feeling too? i read on because i care about you =) read on too... welcome to my ife. Track and Field meet
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WHAO! Today is the big day. My first ever cheerleading performance. It's so cool! I am not very enthu, hence i only have taken a photo in my phone =)  photo with AL Al before i changed out of my costume. Although i am quite dissapointed with the results, i really enjoyed cheerleading. At least we maintain! We are still second! Cheerleading is the process of " from zero to hero (not that hero) " Start off with nothing and end off with a whole choreograph. I know many of you are very sad that cheer is over now. I am not really sad, not because i don't enjoy cheer as much. Rather, I always felt happy after i completed something. As i am contented that i have done something meaningful and can bring along that memory with me. Thanks cougar cheerleaders 2008. Without you everything won't take place. J2 seniors: SX D SR SN SM YF ED AB WC J1s: R JY JA M P ZY R B L Thank You! P.S. thanks abhay and edward for letting a screaming giant to sit on your shoulders. Initailly i am really sad that i get into cougar house. My first thought was "Why am i in a loser house again?" I know it is not now, so don't throw rotten eggs at me. My classmates were so optimisstic that they keep saying that with us cougar will definitely win this year. But i feel that deep down many people know that this is not going to happen. It happened today! Cougar won the champion house! Nothing can be deifinite, do something to change your life to the better! thanks cougar for teaching me that=) thanks kendrick for the treats! oh ya! there is a great place at Novena. It is a extremely good place to relax your tired body and have a good drink. It looks cozy and elegant. Don't miss it! SEE YA NEXT YR CHEER! some photos
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Post a Comment     These are some photos i took recently. I was absent from school on last friday. (must remember to borrow econs lecture notes to copy.) I have my blood tested after i see the doctor. (must remember to collect results on friday) I went back to school to collect PI and hand in econs hw. Then go home with al al. I believe that picture speaks a thousand word. Please observe the pictures. "I believe that bad things happen in life to teach us how to look at good things in a whole new light."
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