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JJ 13:37 Thursday, 13 March 2008
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MEMORIES

08S22
third row:chang run, nathan, ms xu, yan ru, wen jie, hui min, wei en, stephfanie, shi li, lynette
second row:derrick, ying sheng, xing ying, mei ting, me, yan bing, diana, samantha
first row:bryan, boon yang, stella, hui yi, li huan, wen jing, noella, jamie



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my decision 12:59
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i finally give up...
sorry...
i know you have tried your best...
i am not strong enough.
i have tried my best to be stronger.
i just can't be more mature and become indpendent.
i don't know how to survive alone.
sorry.
i did so much...
because i am naive...
i thought if i did be wilful and wanna breakup.
we would share our true feelings and things would be like before.
where pressure are negligible and we are much much happier.
but i know my decision is not wrong
we can never be like before.
everything just got very difficult
moreover, the problem which made me give up is always there...
why?
because i have a little depression problem as i change college?
why are we so far apart?
because of my parents?
because of your tiring job?
because of my studies?
just let it end like this...
maybe we will be better off.
i can't become the understanding person you need...
you can't give me the accompany i demand...
sorry...
do you know why did this realtionship turned out so disastrous?
because you have chosen the wrong person from the very beginning
i am bad
i go against my words
i give empty promises
i break my promises
sorry...
i wonder if you will see this....
please see this and realise how bad i am...
then hate me and find a better woman...
not a bad immature naive demanding girl like me again...
poor bird 21:38 Wednesday, 12 March 2008
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can you see?
it's a bird hiding at the corner.
i wonder why it is hiding there...
hurt?
injured?
i was standing so close...
but i didn't escape or can't escape...
guess what did i do?
i just take photos and left...
i don't know why did i become like this.
maybe i just lack of compassion.
i just find myself an extremely bad person inside-out
sorry bird...sorry den...
i think i only know how to hurt people...
useless right?
perhaps i should really let go do one good thing in my life...
thank you seong mei. thanks=)


sorry... really... i know i have hurt you greatly...
don't ever forgive me...
don't ever give me the chance to make up for my mistakes...
don't ever give me the chance to hurt you ever again...
a cold rainy day 19:34 Monday, 10 March 2008
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i have tried really hard.
i have become someone whom i never thought i would become.
i did what i can already...
give me some strength or else i won't be able to continue anymore
a plant can choose to be strong or weak
choose to be a mimosa or a cactus
however if you don't water a cactus for too long
it would die like a mimosa too...
i don't know what to do
really...
i have no clue at all what should i do.
tell me...
please...
i am growing weak...
when i have no more strength.
i will just let go...
give up...
are you waiting for me to do that?
photos 16:45 Sunday, 9 March 2008
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1st time taking photo like this
natural me
trying hard again
cute kai ling with fei fei
jowell
my true feelings 16:16
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i didn't blog for more than a week.
recently i am quite busy with the school work.
the bridging lessons have kept me busy enough.

i have change my cca
as dance rejected me so i have to make a change
i should be joining track if everything turn out fine

i am not talent in this area
hence i must train real hard
work hard!!!

i wonder if you did see this
the previous entry was a little messy
you will not become what you can be if discipline difficulties and tension are taken out of you.

when we long for lives wothout difficuties, remind us that oake grow in contrary of winds and diamond are made under pressure.

no matter how my life go.
i will work hard

i have waited long and will continue to wait
as this is what i choose to be with and become.
00:11 Saturday, 1 March 2008
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can you believe it? it's friday today!
i shall talk about my life briefly now.
i have successfully change into another college.
anderson junior college.
my dream school...
i like the school!
it provide good education =)
the AJ dance club is strong.
there is rachel navin haikelllllllllll and kai ling there!
no matter what i will make the stay at AJ an enjoyable one!

yesterday i went back to JJ for JJ night
OG 21 i miss you!
i love you!

omg so many kranjians are there

cheryl

pei qi

shermaine

xiao yang

vicky

sharif

xiong jie

po an

jun xian

shu wen

jia ying

wei en

jun le

joey

hui qi

violet

hui min

mun kit

natasha

nurulatika

ellysa

faizal

hong ling

yan ting

lin shan

shafik

pei jun

sumithra

so bad!!!

i will face anderson and strive on.

actually i am sad too...

sad that you replace me...

why?

sorry...

should we say good bye

i really don't wish to visit that place again...

you can never be what you can become if disicipline , tension and difficultis are taken out of you.

i will be a diamond an oake

await the day i bloom!



"I believe that bad things happen in life to teach us how to look at good things in a whole new light."